Hello everybody! Came here to blog because despite me tweeting everytime, but i guess its just not enough for me to rant.

Even though i usually ended up spamming in twitter whenever i am feeling so fedup.

as i mentioned, i have already learn the roles of being a team leader and was going to be solo team leader managing certain different floors for 10 days.

tmr will be the last day!

actually, not really last day, but i think i don't have to write report in the morning , issue mobile, walkie etc.

because i will still have solo floor team ldr but its like 1-9pm shift, so maybe its like ppl write the report and i just relief, something like that? HAHA.

i think the way they put my schedule is super funny one lo,

i haven even learn how to do turndown service and then i go learn hw to become team leader,

so when i finished my coordinator, thn solo noon shift team ldr, thn i will go and do turndown,

then my body will start to ache again. HAHA.

cause then i will be attach to do rooms again, and then midnight rm attendant.

so i will one midnight shift, which is 11pm to 7.

so you see, you tell me, they always ask whether i want to continue to work after i graduate.

how to answer yes ?

with all these super irregular timing.

i don't want to spend my whole life being lonely.

because during the days that has passed everyday, you know waking up , going to work, finish work going home, and repeat the same old routine again.

and recently when i was running floor, cause supervisor( team ldr) need to run on floors to check on my rm attendant and rush them fr check out rms,

and have a short chat with a uncle who worked for 20 over years.

haha, he also asked me the same qns, i don't think i want to continue to work over here.

its not the people i swear,

i think i encountered alot of nice people over there who was patient and teach me alot of stuffs,

and i respect everybody highly, except some super attitude one that i feel like giving them a tight slap when i managing them.

he told me not to work here also, waste my youth, somemore later cant get bf because always work work, or if had off day, confirm will be weekdays,

thats what i thought too, even though now they give me off day on Sunday cause i trainee what.

but if full-time, i doubt so lo.

and even though i do still work on weekends at the clinic when i having my off day.

im nicknamed "workaholic " by most of my friends,

but i will still want to spend my free time with my family or future boyf if i do ever have one.

i mean, even though i love working, but that doesn't mean i will work the whole life until i die eh.

HAHA i tend to think very long term,

cause to me, i need to love my job before i can love to work.

just comparing my clinic job/ trainee in the hotel now.

if you ask me work 7 days straight for clinic, i don't mind as long as i don't fall sick.

but if eu ask me to work 7 days straight, and then no off for hotel, i will think twice.

and even though many tell me to think of the prospects for the two different jobs.

to me, a title is just a title.

so what if its a asst mgr when the pay is almost similar to a hr temp admin asst?

the job duties varies ALOT , mgr more stressed bt both having the same pay?

as much as you want to climb high in any industry, there is always a price to pay.

i rather work happily everyday instead of being stressed up everyday.

i am left with 4 months to really decide what i want to do.

still very fickle-minded.

haiyo!

and for the past few days, being the solo team ldr was rather okay, i think you just need time to adapt,

and i know today was my doomsday with alot of checkout rooms,

and as if that is not worse, the floor they give me was 6-10 which is 4 floors instead of other team ldr managing 3 floors!

i really hope tmr the 6-10 team ldr can work leh, i feel super demotivated , tired after i finish work today.

its like, 4 floors means i have more rm attendants to check on, and then i have to check rm,

thn assign co rms asap , give them clear instructions etc.

run up and down.

and rm controller keep rushing me to rush my ppl.

and then disturbing my ppl too, and its like chaos, i am glad though that i have all good rm attendants because they listen my instruction and clear co rms first.

and the rm controller was like complimenting me that my co rms is moving. phew.

not easy sia, you know.

and im such a blur team leader.

i use my staff card to put in the keycard when i check rms and i forgot to take it out and when i go for lunch today, i realised it was lost, lucky i rmb which rms i put n ask my rm attendant to help me check and keep for me, haha

he was still worried that i can't had my lunch because i need the staff card and bring down for me instead!

they are all so nice la, haha.

and the second time, the blur me use my staff card again,

you know why i keep forgeting? because my walkie talkies doesn't stop ringing.

it keep ringing, either ask me check certain certain blah rm,

or what, and i will rush and thus i forgot.

i even lost my paper bag which i put th cloths, misc etc.

i am so worried whether i might put in vacant clean rms and thn if gst checked in complain,

but i checked all the corridor, and didn't see any sight of my paper bag.

sighs.

i have to help a gst to carry luggage today because they say they need help to rm move, actually shld be front desk and bell boy job lor!

i suay lor, happen to let them see me, and ask me help them.

and it was a father and son,caucasians, the father was demanding while the son seems to be more understanding, so stressed already leh me, cause it was getting late and i need to find rms for my rm attendants, but no choice, service oriented, i still help them, cause they say they was rushing for a meeting.

i asked if they want wait for bell boy, they say they can't wait, and their clothes hanging on the closet, and the dad was telling me, i am not going to settle the clothes,

like what? meaning to ask me to help to take right? wtf.

so i help them take their clothes, and dragged one of their luggage.

still open door for them somemore. :( why my life so sad one hor? haha.

the son actually chased after me when i quickly get out of the rm after they changed room,

he wanted to tip me, but i say its okay, usually when i help guests like teaching them hw to use nespresso machine or assisting them, most will tip, but i don't want la, cause its like part of my job.

and i keep taking a step back and say its okay ,

and he keep insisting and i keep stepping back,

like dancing a-gogo. haha

in the end i just take and thank him.HAHA.

i hope tmr last day of team leader will be a better one, even though occupancy is high.

guess i shall sleep now, waking up to finish tt one more day again!

hope everything turns out well tmrw! :)