Hello everyone!! :) Before this blog actually move to a new year.

Here i am, typing out a post ending 2011 and welcoming 2012.

Year 2011 has been quite a good year for me i guess?

i don't presume any worst year because life's have all ups and down,

even in 2012, there is no guarantee that i will be happy all the way.

signs coming from a girl who have really grow up. :)

In 2011, i moved on to year 3 of poly life. the last stage of schooling before i guess i will start working officially in 2012 , since i have no plans of furthering my studies.

2011 was a very simple ordinary year. 

or rather because i am just that simple and ordinary, being positive really helps alot.

One of the most daring thing that i do was probably cutting my hair short.

the very old photo in this blog is a proof of how short i actually cut my hair.

my hair grow longer, ps: you guys can only see when its nearing cny my new hairstyle:) stay tuned ;)

Had a very short relationship w sean which not much people know about it because i didnt really tell anybody.

only one two friends know about it.

hurt before but i've let it go.

when a rs fail, it doesn't involve one party, both party are at fault.

i have my reserve too when i didnt want to make it official because at that time, i didn't want to let V know because in case you know there's miracles.

but yet,i am the one finding him when i break off w sean.

and then he knows everything. HA.

if i can say for these years, i don't really have any lasting relationship, and the longest time i like someone was actually V that we didn't even have a rs. 

But sometimes maybe its the best because i have someone to talk to, to flirt with too .HAHA.

maybe thats enough for me, i just can't have a rs because it won't last.

maybe i only love myself more. :)

Get to know a few more guys later on in this year, but the feelings is not there. 

or because i didn't want to commit to a relationship when i am so busy nowsdays.

Meanwhile, i was still a workaholic in 2011, meeting friends once in a while, making plans etc when i got the time to meet them. And, i am glad that my friends didn't abandon me. 

we still hang out when most of us are free.

but when my internship starts or for most of us, it was even much difficult.

almost 5mth have passed and for this 5mth,

it was pretty a no lifer because going to work. go home, go work. go home.

so actually from sep to dec.

i have nothing much to update haha except i meet really nice colleagues who guide me etc till where i stand now.

Welcoming 2012, i hope to have a more happening year!

No 1. I want to learn how to dance KPOP!

i was actually first attracted by KPOP becus of 2ne1.

i really love their live performances compared to their video..

and my KPOP =2NE1 only. haha.

so in the new year, i hope i be able to find friends that is interested to join dancing class with me!

No.2. I want to travel.

this was actually my first thought after i finish my internship, to go overseas ,

to pamper myself after the super disciplined 6th intern life.

But, i have second thoughts of whether to continue to work in the hotel if i finish my intern.

whether i can take up a job first so that i doesn't have to worry finding a full time job since i dun plan to further studies.

yet on the other hand, my clinic job. i dunwan to let go of that job too.

so i really have to manage my schedule and discuss with my mgr if they really allow me to continue to work.

i know i am too greedy, i love my clinic job, but on the other hand, working in the hotel is not bad considering i already know everybody over there :)

No.3 Photoshoot w Jieying.

Taking a photoshoot has always been my dream.

because i want to tell myself next time i used to be so pretty that its okay i am old with all the wrinkles etc.

i wanted to feel how its like taking good photos.

and i didn't know Jieying was interested too!

so it gonna be a one to do list in the new year!

No.4. Meeting new people.

I hope i will have chances of meeting new people.

friends that i can hang out with.

sometimes i missed the i have girlfriends that i can hang out with.

because each of them is from my different group of cliques.

i have stopped trying to put them all tgt when we go out because i will be the most tired trying to mingling with both cliques which i throw them tgt to meet at the same day.

meeting new friends, i don't know, working life seems to be lesser chance of meeting new friends, because you never know if they are ur friends or ur enemy.

HAHA.

No.5 Elliott breaking up with his current gf.

before you jump to conclusion that i fall in love with my closest guy friend,

No, i just feel unfair for him that ever since he attach with that current gf he have right now,

he stopped hanging out with me.

initially i can understand when he first started out with her, i will be the odd one if i do still cling over him,

i understand, but whenever we have gathering like mingyi bdae chalet, the gf dun allow him to stay and he can't stay.

and in the upcoming cny gathering that i've planning to invite different grp of my friends to my hse for steamboat,

he don't seem to be the elliott that i used to know,

the okay i will come! confirm come!

but he texted me, telling me he not going because he don't feel like going.

and that next time if he dun have gf, i dun have to call him out anymore because he's alrdy trap alone.

i was like shocked and confused,

knowing my pattern , of cos i questioned him.

what do you mean you dont want to come? what the crap of trapping alone?

thn he told me he can't even have normal friends but he trying to shift the blame to himself instead of the girl.

and thn he told me that girl doesn't want him to hang out with his frens yet she still can go out w her own friends,

i was wondering if that girl actually take elliott for a dog.

even a dog other people still can sayang hor!

i really wonder how the girl talk to elliott as a boyfriend.

imagine*

girl : hey baby.

elliott ,: yes?

girl ; can you stop hanging out with ur friends because i only want you as my only, i can still go out w my friends but you belong to me solely~ WITH THE CHAO BABY ACT CUTE VOICE.

elliott : smitten with love* okay.

TMD CRAP ASS THAT BITCH JUST PUT BLACK MAGIC ON ELLIOTT!!

and i really don't get it why elliott just don't want to break off with her leh!

did he just lose himself to her?! LOL.

or did he do sth to her? oops.

a relationship won't work if one is controlling too much of the other.

they won't get sick of each other meh.

i look at you, you look at me.

i mean ok la, if its starting the first 3 honeymoon mths.

afterthat leh?

everyone will have things that they want to do not with their partner, but probably 

girls hanging out w her girlfriends for shopping,

guy playing their fav video games or going gym w their friends etc.

but SHE is not letting elliott meeting his own friends.

isn't it weird?

i get mad if my partner tried to control me.

because im just gg to trust him, usually if they just inform me where they are gg if they cant meet me or where they actually going, i am okay.

the most extreme was allowing my ex to go to clubs.

even though i was not happy but i let him go,

sometimes it really depends how much you trust the guy.

for elliott okay even if she's worried elliott will smoke under his friends influence,

but seriously whether he smoke or not , good or bad for health.

EVERYBODY DIE EVENTUALLY.

FYI, i am not a smoker. but i know i will die eventually too. how sad. HAHA.

and i told him not to feel so pitiful just because he want to tolerate her.

he must have really love her alot.

maintaining a rs takes time, even though i know for elliott case, its a waste of time la. HAHA.

maybe thats how the reason why my rs won't work because i am just too impulsive ,rash etc.

BUT I TOLD HIM, ITS OKAY, I WILL WAIT FOR YOU TO BREAK, 

WE WILL HANG OUT ONCE AGAIN WHEN YOU DECIDED TO ESCAPED FROM HELL OR WHEN THE girl don't find eu interesting anymore and dump you or when he decide to wake up from his nightmare.

doesn't mean i won't call you anymore just because when you are attached you always cant make it and now tt you are single, i leave you to die!. no la, i won't.

he will still be my forever good friend until one day that bitch decided to lift the curse for him! HAHAHAHA.

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as i am writing till now, i realised, WHAT LIKE REALLY?! 

the main highlight looks like hoping elliott to break w the gf. HAHAHA.

I HAVE SO LIL THINGS THAT I WANTED TO ACHIEVE ACTUALLY?!

oh well, i am always so random. its not so accurate for a few lil things that i want to achieve right now. HAHAHAHA.

till then! ;)

HAPPY NEW YEAR FOR ALL WELCOMING 2012! :) 

on the last day of 2011, i will still be working too ;((