Hello everyone!Merry xmas to all yeah!

didn't really celebrate this year, which i mentioned in previous post.

but i hope everyone is enjoying themselves!

i just spent these two supposingly two off day working at my clinic. HAHA.

the days pass so fast that i realised i haven't been blogging for so long!

recently, i'm just been busy with working. you know, the usual.

if i haven't mentioned, or if anyone ever bothered to rmb my shift becus i been saying so many times, Yet my clinic colleagues always ask if i can cover, practically everyday that pissed me off.

, i've been working 3-11pm this shift for this entire mth.

even though learning totally different things for different week.

for eg, doing evening team leader, midnight RA, late evening team leader, Pu/Co group, coordinator which i

have been doing for 5 days and i still have 4 days more!etc.

and actually i enjoy the most is..

doing rooms with the other RAs. HAHA.

that has got to be the less burden.

most stressful is the evening coordinator.

i am totally going crazy when phone calls keep ringing,

have to really really know how to multi-task.

and its making me think twice whether i want to continue to work after my internship.

its giving me second thoughts.

even though pay is considerably not bad from what i heard, but i know i need to enjoy my job.

otherwise i will have no motivation because i can't get any sense of satisfaction out of it.

but.. aiya.. currently i am not sure what i want..

i guess sometimes when you been working to a extent where you totally doesn't have any rest,

you don't get to do stuffs that you love to do, having ur own free time to do,

it is like struggling, 

if i really count, actually i am practically working everyday.

but i am still going strong..

life still goes on, the world still moves whether you want to move or not.

and what keeps me going, i don't know, but i am not feeling negative whenever i report to work either in hotel or at my clinic.

so thats probably make my life much more happier..

internship has taken a great part of my life as you can see, i am not even having any new picture of me,

the super vain love to camwhore once in awhile in order to get chio picture of me,

is still using the same picture where i cut my hair short early apr this year till NOW.

and i will only probably start to post a new photo of me only during CNY i guess,

because i would have done up my hair etc.

haha. i am rebonding my hair this year to make me look much younger. hahaha.

till now, unless i manage to take photo that i look nice, HAHA.

some random updates and photos in order not to make this post looks like its only words,

i bought this almond roca and macadamia roca at watsons when it was having a special offer,
like 2 for $9.90!
i first try almond roca when i was working as a telemarketer for hamper-ordering and we get to sample some of the products inside and i love this roca.
HAHA.
and even though i spent my weekend working whole day in the clinic, in between i have the break,
last time when i was still studying, there is no way i will actually stepped out of the clinic during break.
but because this is my only day off that i am sort of 'available' to go shop around,
cos if i am working 3-11pm,
i try to wake up early, but failed everytime and will wake up like 11am,
or 12am, ha, by then i will had my lunch, bath and go off to work already.
meet J at jurong point and there was cocoa trees, and she introduced me one kind of chocolates that is so nice!
did you guys see the one bag full of wrapping it like sweets? its actually chocolates,
don't get deceived by its cheap wrapping,
it taste so nice! plus some of the flavour got cereals instead, making it more crunchy!
and i super super love bitter dark chocolates,
and actually J treated me to that bag of chocolates,
if you buy 20 you get 5 free, one piece is 0.70cent, so abt $14 for 20 pieces,
super nice can go and try!
the name is called sorini, its under those mix n match catergory.
and there is the toggi, w rum filling!
omg, that is tasty too, when you bite the sort of the wafer, got the rum smell already woohoo.
and i was sort of shopping w J, because after xmas, the next highlight event confirmed is the cny one! HAHAHA.
time to shop for new clothes, even though i am like shopping that whole year round. HAHAHA.
but cny give me the excuse to dress up and put in more effort to wear more chio! HAHAHA.
i saw a bag that was super nice, but i resisted to buy.
because i got this habit of , if i like, i will buy it straight.
usually, i have the thought of what i can do when i buy this bag, mix n match etc all running inside my mind,
and thats why, i shop randomly, not for all the fancy brands.
like hushpuppies, if i dun like anything, i wont even buy no mattar if the brand is having a great sale or what,
somehow, looking good in an outfit, doesn't mean you have to spend tons of $ on it.
and i been thinking of the bag when i went back to work,
and then, think think think..
and decided to, aiya i shld reward myself right so i decided to go bak the next day which was today to buy the bag.

and tada, it was mine!
but it has a story behind it. HAHA.
i know some of you might not understand why i like this bag or you don't think its nice. due to different perceptions view etc.
but who cares, i like and i know it suit me! :)
the photo doesn't really justify it the chio-ness of this bag. haha.
i love this type of plain, chain, gold bling , big ,type of bag.
before that S and I decided to have lunch first before going to buy my bag.

tom yum bee hoon kuay, nice to eat especially on a rainy day! HAHA.
drools* HAHAHAHA. i love spicy food^^
and so we went to the store, and i was relieved when the bag was still there.
because you never know someone might actually bought this bag before i even decided to buy.
but before i take that bag, i wanted to look around other stuff that might interest me,
and.. then a mother and a daughter walked into the store too,
and the daughter take the bag too, because when i turned around, that bag was gone and i realised she took it as she is wearing it while looking at the mirror.
and she look as much interested as i am.

the fastest person get the bag!
i didn't really take the bag after she put it back, must got composure right! cannot so kiasu right, HAHA.
so i just went to ask the salesgirl if she have a new one for this bag.
and she went to checked, and then she came back telling me this is the last one.
by then, i already taken the bag.
okay la, to me, if i really like the bag, i am not so particular whether if its a display set or what.
afterall, its still looks new to me, and i really like the bag. HAHA.
plus if i take longer time to decide whether to take or not, scarly the daughter want that bag already.
so i straightaway pay.
actually i spend my $ fast,
if i like something, and if i am able to afford, i will buy it without hesistation,
just a minor check on the goods, and cling cling. you earned my $.
HAHA
n the mother n daughter was looking me when i pay for that bag already.
in fact, i started wearing it because i didn't bring my bag as i only bring my wallet and phone since i am going back to clinic when its 5pm.
HAHA.
and then we went to shop around and i bought clothes again and shoes!

this picture alone can't tells you how much i love all this,
you just gotta see me in real wearing , w mix n match or when you see photos of me wearing the clothes!
i love to mix and match,
a top is a top.
however you can dress it either casual or you can wear it smartly,
it really just depends on ur creativity etc.
and its about one more week before 2011 end and welcoming the beginning of 2012,!
this year, same as the previous year, ending 2011 single.
this is probably the biggest regret of my life in 2011 that i am still unable to find that someone.
HAHA, love will come by and i guess i probably just have to wait,
but then, i am always so busy, sometimes i am not even sure if i am just finding excuses for myself or i place priority over earning $ then getting into a r.s
probably talk about this in some other post, long lengthy post, shall end nw! gdnight! :)