Hello everybody! its almost 1am and i am not asleep yet. keke.

in fact, i only reached home half an hr ago and got bath etc and here i am typing away this post.

just feel like blogging even though i got nothing much to update.

speaking of it,this is the 1st december post! haha.

today was the first day i having my 3-11pm shift.

sighs, reached home almost 12.30 when i was waiting for mrt by 11.10pm,

and my december mth is all 3-11pm.

which means i can't work at my clinic place except on my off day,

my poor pocket. HAHA.

so far, to update you guys, since its december, which means my hse have to do painting, standard for every year, and my mum been saying the same thing for probably the past 8 years whenever we was gg to paint our hse n hopefully by then to get a boyf to help to paint th hse when they get older and they couldn't move. every year say the same thing, and every year, i am still the one to do the painting. :(

funny uh, to get a boyfriend so that he can help out with the painting is still kinda quite funny to me.

even if i had a boyfriend, i wouldn't ask him because if he really cared, he don't need me to ask right. hahaha.

3 more mths of internship to go, i am really tired already,

having funny shift is like wth.

for this entire mth, i gg to have 3-11pm.

this coming fri one midnight shift 11pm to 7am,

screw my body clock. confirm.

i don't hate the job, its kinda different from others when they keep complaining how much they hate the job.

but to me, i am having fun, i am not going to work feeling miserable.

its just that i feel that, i cant work in a hotel with these funny shift time,

imagine how to get a boyfriend when i have to work 6 days, n sometimes the day off is probably week day?

like that even if got boyfriend, sooner or later, he will also run away. HAHA.

i am just quoting an example.

and also, i see no future in working there, i mean i dun like team ldr/ asst mgr position, the challenges and toughness.

wouldn't i be digging my own grave if i decided to cont working over there?

wasting my youth, my time etc?

nowsdays i rarely have time for my family/ friends, not to mention to even get into a r/s.

whenever i think of the previous rs i have, i can't help thinking whether it would be better if i will to stay single,

you know, no one's gonna hurt me,

i don't have to worry when my guy will cheat behind my back,

i dun have to put in effort in maintaining the rs.

i don't have to be guilty that i am not good to him etc.

anyway, beside painting the hse, i have a few upcoming meetup with my friends! :)

one of it is the long meetup w lesden, zol, and MTLW.

another one coming up is the JJ,JY,Sufi.

last year xmas was quite an amazing one,

this year xmas, actually i am not sure whether i am even going to celebrate it, but i heard that at my wkplace, they gg to assign me to distribute gifts to the ppl in the whole dept and i get to wear a santa outfit, i hope its a nice one pls :) HAHA

we have a xmas party coming up soon, and we are suppose to draw a name and buy a gift which is abt $5 to the person that we have draw. HAHA

i am suppose to buy a gift for a guy, aiks, but i duno what to buy eh at the value of $5?

maybe i shall buy him some chocolates? HAHA its the easiest because its impossible he dun eat right . kekeke.

anyway i guess i shall stop for now, its gg be 1.30am soon! crazy .

goodnight folks <3