Hello everyone! This shall be the first post of 2012!

and it also marks the start of me blogging for 6 years already! if you count the archives,

but actually, i started blogging since 2006.

When i was much younger, i aspire to be as famous and popular like the few famous bloggers,

my thinking mindset at that time was,

"because they was able to earn lots of $ just by blogging."

all the cheque $ photo that they post make me wow.

But now, nahh.

I wanted to be famous, i wanted to have lots of readers. that was what i want in the past.

But i don't know.. maybe as times passes by, i don't even care about how many hits i have,

or what i have to do in order to let more people know about my blog.

I enjoy blogging, raving my day and what i encountered etc

 and i don't really care whether i will have any readers or not,

i don't care what others think of me, even if they do read my blog,

because you won't understand me unless you really hang out with me:)

Reading my blog can be a pleasure, and sometimes i get comments from my friends or random stranger who added me in  msn and because i only revealed my blog url by putting it only on my msn nick,

they read my blog and they say they love reading because it makes them feel happy after they read.

Thank you to all who read my blog and appreciate it , kuakuakua.

i don't hide what i am feeling about in my blog, except when its comes to relationship mattars.

i am straightforward, even if i am angry with a friend, i dont care whether they really read or not.

 hehe.

elliott is so funny.

my previous post did mentioned about him and the gf,

and later that evening after i blog about the previous post, as i was working,

elliott texted me telling me he can go already fr the gathering that i am hosting at my hse.

i think it was quite weird because he rejected in the morning and suddenly telling me he can go in the evening,

later on that night when he talk to me, and while we was chatting,

i came to realise it was not him who send the msg telling me that he can go,

it was the gf, and i have been texting which i tot it was him but it was the gf who was talking to me instead.

BIAN TAI!! SHE PLAYING SPILT PERSONALITY!!

OKAY, anyway i didn't say anything scandalous to elliott, thank god so she does not know about anything.
oops. aha

she check his phone. 

oh well, i guess pretty so, thats when she saw the msg that i invited elliott and she allowed elliott to go because she dun wan me to be angry at her.

anyway, elliott just did the most funny thing when i know that the gf check his phone and i ask him,

so did she actually see the msg that i say i waiting for him to break up w her and i will ask him out to hang w other friends of ours?

and he say no, cos he del.

and i was like, no wonder because i couldnt sense any hatred from her as she was texting me.

thats when elliott say,

" but i am not sure whether if she read your blog, she will be nice to you anymore"

and i was like,

how did you know i blogged?

HAHAHA i didn't tell him and i tot maybe he saw my twitter ranting first before i actually even blog.

and his reply was so epic,

make me laugh so much, no wonder can call as good friend of mine!

his reply was,

walau say until like i don't know you like that! when you are angry, you will blog one what.

LOL.

that was funny, he still remember. omg. gasps, sparkling eyes*

ok anyway, i invited the gf along but she didnt want to join,

and it was very contradicting when she say she don't like to join strangers, weirdo.

anyway who cares, elliott is glad he can come , but hopefully no last min hiccups!

and..

i was suppose to have two day off straight one, but i was happily going on work last saturday, the eve of new year, and was asked if i could come back to work on sunday,

which was a new year day. because they lack of manpower,

and i have to come back, but do team leader,

manager ask me personally, sighs, want reject also cannot la,

but luckily, she say she will give me one day off back which i can claim on 14jan! heheehe, so i dun have to switch my off day from sunday to sat next week! :)

all the asst mgr came back ytd and the atmosphere was tense because all unhappy they have to come back,

but nevertheless, it was funny when asst mgr super funny, they all do bed strippers, and i do team leader,

should change role right!

so funny and the RAs was shocked when they know the asst mgrs is the bed stripper,

only one was doing team ldr w me also, diff floors the other two girls asst mgr strip linens etc,

and it was abit unlucky when one of my RA didn't turned up,

somehow sometimes its expected,

but lucky thank god in the end, i was saved as the mrng AM managed to find one person for me.

hahahaha.

the day was tiring, but lucky i finish the day.

and today happen to be my off day! finally.

i checked the calender and i've been working 16 days straight,

i think its the highest record so far?

because even on my off days i working in the clinic,

and only rested for today before i have a long day tmr,

hotel and clinic as i started back morning shift!

k la, wake up morning tired, but i end work early!

clinic , here i come! :))

And some random things that happened to me when i was working in the hotel,
an auntie RA came to me, she always call me xiao mei,
and she was prc so she speak to me in chinese telling me my voice hen hao ting when i talk ( very nice voice i presume if i translate to eng)?
make me like a shy only!
and then the other PRC guy follow her and say li ling, your voice really very nice! HAHAHAHA.
and i just smile hahaha, i don't know how to react in public when people complimented me like that, hahaha
i have been doing coordinator for very long in evening so they say they like to listen to my voice when i pick up the calls. HAHAHAHA.

and when i do team ldr ytd, one runner also complimented me telling me my voice super gentle. HAHAHAHAHA. SUPER SHY. HAHAHAHA.
they haven seen me flare up only.
when i flare up, i am not only gentle, but ADORABLE TOO. :) HAHAHAHAHA,

this was sep the day i strike out when i was still doing rms, striking out the days one by one

and then oct, starting to attach to team ldr and learn their job scope, writing report etc.

and then start do solo.

the day before i do team ldr after so long,

i went back home and start revising the notes that i still keep.

thank god.

nov, i start to learn how to do turndown, and also learn coordinator

finally its dec, done two days of late eve team ldr, attach evening team ldr, evening coordinator, and amentiy packer.

and finally its jan!

i am stil striking my days off!

very fast its gonna be feb and i will end my internship soon!

its a confusing feeling whether i want to continue work,

sighs. i am too fickle-minded :(

okay i know this is random, i taken it sometime ago,
this belongs to oh li mei, this soft toy is so cute la! hahaha a guy bought it for her after she only say its so cute, i guess..HAHAHA.

WHY I NO MEET NICE GUYS LIKE THIS?!
don't ned to say also can buy for me! HAHAHAHA.
oh well, im immune.
sometimes friends who went through bad relationships telling me they give up on guys.
hahaha to me its a experience,
and i am not afraid to fall back in love, if i have a chance. :)
never give up. i am so worried i will be single forever.
BUT THATS IMPOSSIBLE RIGHT, I AM NOT UGLY.
WHY NO ONE FIND ME!
hahahahaha. okay jus kidding,
let nature take its course,
but let nature take its course sure very slow one leh!!
HAHAHAHAHA.
anyway i was super touched when i received a parcel sent from MTLW!
i knew it i knew it when she ask me for my address!
i knew she is going to sent me something, but i didn't really bothered after i give her the address.
it was only recently that i received and it was my xmas present!


tada! ok i know its kinda of slanted, i am lazy to rotate uh, but it was a beautiful wrap set of from head to body lotions! ;)
Thank you gf! ^^V
actually i wanted to give her sth like this for xmas!
but since i received it first, its not sincere if i will to give her back the same thing but different packaging only right!
and i love the message inside the small merry xmas card,
hahaha last year valentine! i still remember we celebrate it tgt!
if she dun have a bf yet, i gonna ask her out again and we can celebrate like what we do last year!
hopefully. hehehehe.
ok anyway i was reading 9gag one day and i wanted to do sth random and yet special for her..
and since it was my off day, i went to get some simple materials, and i thought of..

customising a teddy bear for her!!

Okay, it was the first time i actually make a doll, you know even though i have lots of soft toys,
but making one myself was the first time,
but it was not very successful for the first time.

EXPECTATION DOESNT MEET REALITY.
EVERYTIME ONE LEH!
make me angry.
HAHA.
it turns out not so pretty and its not even a bear, halfway i was depressed already and i decided to do it my own way..
and it was..

TADAH!!
i know it was ugly, and i blog it now because i am not giving this to her because it was like not impressive leh.
she will probably go. MEH. tis present if i give her and so paiseh to give her right,
like i sew until tis doll not so cute anymore,
and so i didn't think of giving it to anyone, because i gonna try to make another one for her,
hopefully it works, otherwise i gonna shop another gift for her! hahahaha.

and so i whatsapp pc randomly and show her tis photo!
HAAHAHAHA, she thought i bought it and she say its cute!!
HAHAHAHA and she want it, i haven finish the hand, because halfway too demoralised so i put it on my table and went to the living rm to watch my tv. HAHAHA all until oh li mei ask me what is this. HHAHAHA
ANYWAY, since pc wants it, i gonna put in more extra effort to complete this and give it to  her.HAHAHAHA
hope  she like it!
i asked if she want me to redo another one, but she want tis ! so okay, i shall do it more nicer! HAHAHAHA
anyway its gonna be 12am and i am still blogging away because i can't sleep,
so long do noon shift, its gonna take some hard time for me to adapt to morning shift waking up in the morning.
i guess its time for me to get to bed! till then! :)))
HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL! ^^