Hey people! i am updating my blog again. :)
its Sunday already..
i attended Grandeur Outing ytd.
im sorry because i turned up late!
irritating roy called me halfway when i was doing my makeup!
i hate people calling me when im doing my makeup!
i can put on makeup in 15min , but if i am being interrupted, i will need like 30min instead. =x

anyway, i din't know how many people will turned up for the outing.
we was meeting at dhoby ghaut.
and i saw this movie marathon! haha.
i din't really know what it is all about , but i guess alot of movies had been screend.
there was the time check, it was already 46 hr plus plus.
and it turn out they screen the ramen girl on last thur!
eew, din't get to watch..
recently, there hasn't been any nice movies to watch too!
except the 2012.
i heard good and bad ratings about this movie.
if the world really ends at 2012 , its super bo hua for me!
im still at the 2nd stage of my life duh!

anyway .. there was in total 10 of us ..
but i was quite shocked when the outing had 3 couples.
its quite awkward especially for me as one of the 4 singles.
i didn't really know the other 2 couple ,
initially i only assumed that the only couple would be john and jess.
and the other 2 pair of couple, i din't really know them as it had been super long since i went into audition already.

the outing doesn't really turned out good because the organiser , yanyan did not turned up!
and and.. i guess everyone is just not used to each other because we 're only meeting for the first time .
and we was wasting time deciding where to go .
actually it was quite boring because the others who are much younger than us like 15 ,16 prefer to go lan gaming .
TOTALLY SIANNESS!

although i can understand how they think
,because i had the same thinking like them when i was 15 -16.
i was totally addicted to audition and its cool to go to pcbunk and showing off your skills because there will be people standing behind you looking at you playing.
gt the wind breezing past* Haha.
''But thats all in the past.''
pcbunk already tou and im no longer addicted to playing games like i do last time.
and i have been facing computer mon-fri and the least thing i ever want to do is to
go out during weekends and face the computer again! =x

sighs. but in the end , we had one hr of lan follow by one hr of pool.
i was quite sian while playing audition because i can do so at home right!
and i watched the others playing instead.
in the end, the other 2 couple plus zen zao already.
if i know it will turn out like this, i shld play cue earlier on instead of playing with them. =x


i prefer to play cue even though im not good at it because i want to train on it .
i don't need to play audition because im good at it already. =x
it was slightly better when the remaining of us , jess,john, roy , yong and i went to play cue aftertat.

i think it is better than asking me to face the com even though im suck at cue.
and sickening roy keep calling me ah bui. damm you.
he is damm fake one i tel you.
one moment he call me ah bui and told me to go jian fei.
roy: ''ah bui''
me : exasperated*
roy: eh ah bui pei wo go buy food to eat .
me: you just now say i ah bui , ask me jian fei still ask me to eat!
immediately change face*
roy: ah san ! wa you so san , need to eat more. you whr got fat. so skinny.
need to eat more.
DAMM IDIOT RIGHT HE .LOL.


irritating roy. i refused to feed him the coleshaw as we was eating at kfc.
got hands right! Hahaha.
trying to sa jiao to jess's bf. and john really feed him!
haha


and ah yong told me i should go slim down so that i look more better.
well , 10/10 people who know me told me that i got the look but i need to go and slim down so i look real real better.
i know! If you guys saw my lasttime original size photo .
and today's photo.
''you guys will know that i did slim down''
just that im still fat.
Haha.

and i did lose 3 kg this year by eating merely breads all day! Haha.
i just checked my weight . and i did not gain weight nor lose weight.
Haha.
i used to weight at 75kg!
now is 68kg already .
though is still quite fat . But it just make me happy by knowing that i lose 8kg!
i can control my diet, but i din exercise regularly thus my weight stays the same . =x

btw this is me when i was 12.
Hahaa. laugh laugh all you want hur! because this is so not me !
Heh.
i so glad i am not the same anymore.
i get so pissed off the other time when i had paste neoprint on my foto in this card and they told me to remove to verify that i was the student .
i don't think they can see the similarities even when i take off the neoprint lor!
transforming over these few years.*











im seriously trying to slim down now.
so that si roy won't call me ah bui.
LOL.
and it reminded me that i did tell elliott sometime this year that i swear i was going to slim down else i will not have a bf.
Hahaha. he reminded me sometime ago when i clearly forgotton about it .
damm and i really did not fully slim down yet . HURHUR.

he is getting sick of listening to me saying that i want to slim down over and over again.
Haha.
because nobody believe me liao.
so i tell nobody now.
i tell my blog now okay!
so my blog is the only one who believe im going to slim down! Hahaha.
HAHA.
but slimming down is tedious leh!
Haha.
i hate jogging because i will always be the last =x
i had stopped snacking , i had managed to survive without tidbits, chocolates( this is true though)
but i haven't been eating healthy too. Haha.
i going to chg strategy liao!

i going to eat just one slice of bread( instead of 2) for first break and just fruits for second break and dinner at home!
yeah.
i dun care if my stomach is growling , everybody just treat it as jungle effect okay! laughs.
since the class is so quiet. Hahahaha.

i am heading off later to see whether i got the chance to buy ukimono slimming belt!
dad just called the osim shop and they sae they can deduct $40 off if i trade in back the old slimming belt bought from OTO.
i thought they won't take it back since ukimono had just launched and its impossible they want to take back.

hopes dad can buy for me. heh.
i never ask anything frm my parents for so long!
except for the hp , maybe i use accural basis first!
pay them back after i find a job ;)
or if limei , coughcough* had the heart to see her poor sister living for 18 years in earth and is still so fat and decided to pay half for me.
i will be super super touched! Hahaha.
$328 deduct $40 is $288.
contribute for me $100 and dad can pay for me $188
and i pay back when i got a job ;)
its rare i got my numbers so correct! Haha.


maybe i can help you clean your room too!
i know you will read my blog!
so don't pretend! Haha.
hums* treat me well when im still alive~ oh treat me well when im still alive~
from a korean drama i watched every evening.
LOL.
alright, i guess i shall end now~
long lengthy post! Bye people!















1:28 PM
Wanted to share with you guys this!
Another drawing by MTLW of me.
Its called '' love is blind''
she give me back my hair and added in my falsie eyelashes. Hhaa.
she forgot to add in hands and legs !
make me float around! tsk.
and she follow explain to me that this is me when i see him.

just imagine if i saw him and i turned to this state!
like totally this form !
omg ! Hahaha.

shortest post you ever see in jocie's blog! Bye!

12:25 AM
Hello! I wanted to update my blog regularly.
However , i don't know why the times flies so fast everyday that i had no time to blog even though i am not exactly tied down with a lot of things.

I tend to spent quite a large amount of time when i am blogging.
thinking of what i wanted to blog in my post ,
and sometimes when i couldn't figure what i want to express,
i would keep procrastinate to tmr.. tmr.. and tmr..
and the result is that you might be reading a new post every 4-5 days if i keep procrastinating.
haha.

and my cafe in the cafe's world rating increased back after i refurnished my cafe's so its full of customers now! hahhaha.
changing of the fengshui of the tables and chairs do works! Hahaha.


anyway, i wanted to play basketball with michelle, malcolm and idiot elliott today.
but it was raining and elliott din't wait for me and went home instead.
my class always ends super late on thursday because the math faci always force us to do some qns after we
had present before going through the 6ps. idiot.

Information that he keep transmitting after 3.30pm to my brain will be rejected.
''just like people don't accept submission after the deadline is over.''
sometimes i don't get it , the faci won't sian one when they already see 5 team gg through same defintion , 6p still go thru definition again . =.-
my suggestion!
faci shld also be given a chance to stand infront to present!!
i will glady oblige to be the clicker for them!!
so the 6p will end faster ! :)
hahahaha

anyway, it had been raining often recently.
i have been feeling so cold even though i got alot of fats under my skin!
and there nothing much to do on a rainy day.
it makes me feeling more sleepy.
i bet when i start to exercise again, i will had muscle ache for not exercising regularly!

this week is ending soon , though i keep thinking next week is week 9 when it is suppose to be week 8. times do flies very fast if you study in RP.
everyday morning , do PDT. WORKSHEETS. PPT.
im starting to grow sick of it .
yet i still got like 3 more weeks before the 3 weeks holiday.
i wish the holidays would come faster because i want to find a job soon so that i will have enough money to use as xmas plus cny is coming real soon!
This year is coming to an end ..

anyway halfway , MTLW disturb me while i was blogging.
we was chating halfway when i told her that i had tried to push off to a later date to meet one of my guy fren that i know online.
somehow i don't believe when others complimented me, because i think that its my photo that looks nice because i would make sure that i like the feel the photo would give to the others before i start uploading it .

i had make guys super angry to an extent that i was mad by them too and i just simply deleted them frm my msn and they not contacting me anymore.
i dont give a damm at all actually . Haha.

i admit i am at fault because i would tend to say ok whenever people asked me out , but i will backed out eventually because i don't really feel like going out with them and came up with all sort of excuses.
''every excuse can only used one time , using too much will backfired.''

and MTLW draw this! super funny .

i don't know why she draw me without my hair ! make me bald!! argh. LOL.
if im not interested in a particular guy , i don't want to lead the guy around.
anyway im a scary girl , thats why im still single for so long. Hahaha.
so guys can strike me off in their list for their potential partner.
but to him , will you mind reconsidering me ? Hahahahaha. just kidding!
''every kidding lies abit of real truth. ''
im trying to confusing the readers with my contradicting sentences. Haha..

its a topic that i still failed to express clearly in my blog post.


alright, i guess i shall end now ! see ya people!

8:52 PM


Hello! I have been quite lazy to update my blog recently..
its not because i had lose the interest for blogging..
but it just that life had been pretty much the same for me..
so din't really update so that i won't bore my readers ! Haha.

i just read up a recent magazine about ''kitty lab'' !
it is actually set up to celebrate HELLO KITTY 35th Birthday!!
though i was never an ardent fan of hello kitty , however compared to today's cartoon character.
the weird weird cartoon nowsdays.
i still much prefer hello kitty, doreamon etc. HAHA.
this kitty lab is to enable you to make your own creation of hello kitty by going through stages in the kitty lab.
entry for adult is $35!
however! no phototaking is allowed!

so i retreated eventually.
because if i am not allowed to take photo for keepsake purpose , i don't want to waste my time and money ! i saw the stages in the kitty lab. it is quitecool!
i bet it will be more cool if i am able to take photo with it. sighs.
if anyone managed to get in and able to take photo , tell me okay! :)
but im sure the others will confirm tell me ..
can.. its depends on whether you want to do it or not .



anyway i was being shuffled to another team today!
everyone don't really like to be in g's team.
and i know the reason why after i was in the same team with him today!
tsk , i reached the classroom zhunzhun 8.30am. yet none of my members was there.
and forced to merge.

and came to know his working style.
he's smart however is super naggy.
and i don't get it ,
why he have to go one big round to explain what he mean when all it need is just a simple sentence. :)

this is like when people ask you, ''how do you go to a particular destination from here''..
all you needed is just to tell them go straight etc.
but he will tell you, be on the lookout for cars, tigers, dinosaurs.. crocodiles.. halfway etc when you 're going straight frm here. :)
he tends to go deep into the question when what the question needed is just a simple answer.
i can't really stand it because this is wasting time!
and i was telling meili , now i know why his team always can't finish ws /ppt on time.
meili told me she want to learn how to makeup so that she can conceal her anger under the makeup like what i was doing today.

actually i am not against him or angry but just feeling frustrated when things can be simplified but he just need to make it till it is so complex.
and we was sort of arguing while the rest of the teammates stay silent.
i had the ''I DON'T CARE. i want it just MY WAY'' attitude today.
so even if he further argue , its pointless because i am sticking to what i think is correct.
im veryveryvery stubborn :)
and he give in ! =)

the others will tend to give in to him leading the team unable to work well smoothly..
to me, why should i give in when im sure that i make my point clearly?
i can be plain stubborn at times :)



tada! my training record booklet!
mtlw and i wore the same jacket and top today to school when we had not told each other to wear the same thing today!
was shocked when we webcam today and saw we are wearing the same.
Hahaha.
anyway, i had enrolled as a student under ssdc, and will only start the first practical lesson next year jan.
i book total 3 practical lessons first.
total cost me $342 including enrollment.

i am so stubborn to an extent that i told ssdc that i want them to move near to my hse and it really did!
Hahhahaa.
it will be moving to woodlands next year march!
and so most probably i will be taking the exam in woodlands instead!
the first two lessons is not driving the car at all !
waste my $160 learning how to open the car door etc.
i will be recording the amt of $ i incurred so that i can slowly top up back the balance since limei is going to take car license next time when she turn 18.
now i believe what the others told me when they sae that they spent over 2k just to get the license.

roy just called me today.
if his dad's accept the job offer in china, he might be going there to work too :(
i hate friends leaving me behind and going to overseas for good. boo.
just like what edwin do when he return back to his hometown and not returning back to spore anymore ;( though glad for him that he found his girl! :)
but still i wish roy might not need to go to china afterall ;)

deming told me that there gonna be a meteor shower today at 1am.
i am not sure whether it is true and malcolm say that he going to keep watch .
and i told him if he really did saw, call me up so that i can make a wish before i head back to sleep again.
Hahaha.
alright, i shall end now .
off to sleep! :)

10:37 PM
Hello! the weather hasn't been too good recently..
i was hesistating whether i should turned up for class ytd because i was running a fever and running nose!
and i was lying on my bed, turning over and over while i received sms msgs.
i ignored it for the first time.

ignored it for the second time
and finally decided to check my msg after i received the 3rd msg.

chung msged me 3 times because he wanted to ask for michelle's number.
''i was going to reply to his msg when he called me instead.''
and my voice sounds like i just woke up.
i guess he could hear it over the phone and he ask me, sleeping ah?
i say, '' eh No. because im not feeling well.''
which is true la. but..
i don't know why i always tend to say something that i don't mean one leh!
tsk.

and michelle knows that i must be sleeping when chung called her aftertat.
because i normally don't wake up before 7.15am.
sometimes i would sleep til 7.30am. Haha.

i din't want to come to sch one lor!
but then it was marketing and there was math UT.
i was prepared to fail my math UT because i din't study for it at all.
was feeling so uncomfortable the day before and din manage to study at all.
and i simply insert any numbers i want when i was doing the UT.
i know that it require alot of steps but i was just too lazy to figure it out .
hate math. if there is no math UT , how great would it be!
wasting my brain energy to think of a stupid solution for a stupid question.

when i reached home, i went out aftertat to meet michelle at SSDC to do the trial qns.
and i admired my endurance level ;)
Haha, because after i finished the trial qns , dad fetch me and thn he was asking whether i want to learn driving as we was waiting for limei to off work.
and i agreed , so it was the first time i driving at night when i was feeling unwell ,
but strangely, i was quite alert when driving la ,
and i was driving till i got a bad headache and i stopped aftertat.
when i finally reached home and rest , it was already so late.

and we took the final theory test today.
and yeah we passed ;)
everytime michelle say she not going to take anymore if she fail , then she will pass.
LOL.
she took 5min to finish the entire qns tdy ,
when she went back home to chg her shoe and went back to ssdc, i had not come out yet.
actually i took 20min to finish the qns already.
but i was trying to be prudent so i checked my ans over and over again.
until i was left 10min before i end the test.
very calmly, i assumed i would passed and i did ;)

but i had not apply my PBL license yet.
i am not sure whether i should start taking lessons first and take the test date after i finished all the lessons.
dad told me i shld take the test date thn take lessons.
im totally lost.
but most probably i would apply for the PBL license next week.
and i know that 1st lesson would be teaching me hw to start engine, the super basic thing.
which i already learned frm my dad!!
i would get fedup because each lesson costs me a fortune yet first lesson is wasting my $$!
$80plus and first lesson is not driving at all.
what will happen if i just ignore the instructor instructions and start driving?hmm..
scaring the instructor because he is facing such a dangerous student trying to drive on the first lesson. Hahahahahahhahahaha.


and i am sorry that i am not going to join e35e tmr for the outing because i am going to study for my last ut which is the financial accounting and i definitely don't want to wake up so early because i wake up at 5.30 last week sunday!
Haha, i cross my heart that i will join you guys on the next outing :)
i guess i shall end now .
Its almost time for me to start studying my FA.
see ya people!
i update soon. pretty soon!

8:41 PM
Hello people!
I am here to blog even though i am like half-dead already.
''when i had never experience how it feel like to be half-dead.''
cognitive thinking is having some effect on me now. Haha.



Anyway Happy birthday to Victor!
actually we wanted to surprise him by going to his class during the 2nd meeting break.
and so we did PDT , (problem definition template)
and realised that it seem he dun haf any class and he might not be in sch today.


in the end amin called him and disturbed him first before making sure he will come to the sch.
heh.
i swear i did ask him to disturb him before asking him :)
Hahaha.


we spent quite long ytd standing infront of the prima deli shop deciding which cake to buy when i had always mistook their name as
''prince deli'' Haha.
in the end i choose chocolate cake!



weeks ago , michelle suggested me to catch an alive monkey to give to him as his present.
Haha. she's crazy.
initially the card we was going to give him was not the one he saw today.
it was suppose to be a monkey shape card , however my art totally sucks and im too embarrased to give it to him.
so in the end , amin do another card which is the current one we was going to give to him ;)

and as usual, called up the rest to come down.
i swear they are always purposely irritate me!
they give me ''NO'' and all sort of excuses! purposely one lor! LOL.
but when i say , ''victor bringing pizza''
they give a fast reply. ''YES.''
tsk tsk.

and lesden was saying i am talking to him nicely when i need a favour from him.
of cos duh! Bleah!



i was telling him to sit down so that i look more taller than him.
and halfway when i trying to tiptoe , he go push my head down!!
hmmph.



can see who is the more man one and who is not. hurhur.
ahaha.













they told him to take out the candle using his mouth.
Haha.
he was reluctant intially . i think he's worried they going to smash him.
but i was sure they will not because i told them i choose the cake because i want to eat tat cake ;)
and i make sure they don't or i bet victor gonna hate me forever if he really get smashed by the cake.
Haha





not everyone turned up because they was being held up.

but at least there was decent number of people turning up ;) heh heh.











and i was going to entertain myself again.
i am losing my voice! argh..


haha MTLW is going to OMG! when she read my post . Haha





hahaha. super funny.
i can only laughed out loud now because i know i going to cry out loud when i look at the math ut questions tmr. Haha.

one more one more!


and btw i haven pass the card to lesden because jieying din managed to sign and i was going back to the class to let her sign.
and when we was going back to the class, it was raining and i was amazed by lesden's noble act!
sparkling eyes*

Hahhaa , i told him to put the card in his jacket so that the card will not be wet.
and he was so cooperative !!
for the first time! OMG.
i can't believe he listen to what i suggest to him as i was saying casually , din really expect him to obey.
and i keep laughing when he really put the card in his jacket
super funny .

just imagine this card in his jacket when he is walking to walk in E3.
Hahaha.


anyway , i guess i shall end now .
once again , Happy Birthday to Victor!
May all your dreams come true! Stay happy always! :)

Goodnight peoples!

9:52 PM